Im convinced the universe hates me. When i said I was ready for any test god had for us I thought I really meant it. I had no idea.

I look like i did it. I would think I did. I don’t know how i’m gonna recover from this. At first I thought it was a sick joke. ( idk if you ever had a moment where you knew you were in deep shit and just wanted to wake up and it all be a dream. That’s where I am) Ive pinched myself. Called Enock and Khari. Cried like a baby because im scared, but i cant cry to him because that will make me look more guilty even though im a victim of some crazy ass random circumstance.

I thought i had truly met my soulmate when I met Maurice. everybody saw him but i was completely blind. He grew me. Mentally, Physically and Emotionally. I was in the bed for 3 entire days when I met his heartbreak. I never felt so close to death and life with anyone in my entire life. It took me a long time to walk away from his grasp. I still feel like I can never truly get away from him.

When I started dating cali i blocked Maurice in my phone because i knew as sure as the earth rotates around the sun that he would never let me go, As long as i didn’t see him calling or texting I made up a story in my mind that he had moved on and felt no need to reach out to me.

I am so happy. For the first time in a long time. I could feel something coming but I could never put my finger on it. It came with signs that I dismissed.

Now its my face. And im not as ready as i claimed i was.

Used to refer to a thing or something belonging to or associated with the speaker.

the male ruler/leader who inherits the position by right of birth.

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If i could choose to to be with anyone i wanted

I have a different connection with him. I am enjoying this journey. Learning him and in turn learning me.

Not at all. Then all at once. I love. He is mine. As i am his. That’s enough.

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What our love looks like

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Dirty Diana

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My birthday was EVERYTHING & more with the people i cherish the most.

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A personal handwritten letter from Tupac Shakur, while in prison to Angela Ardis, including a very brief autobiography.

(via bookofsol)

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